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2008-04-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

Just wanna say hi if you happen to see this by any chance. its been quite awhile since this blog touched. almost two years i guess. tot that it had been removed long long ago. Maybe the server loves my blog. probably not i think. haha i myself found myself back here a couple of days ago while i was blog surfing. was looking back at some of the entries. lots of memories left behind i mus say. this blog had undergone quite a few changes over the years. haha tot was a good chance for me to continue recording moments of my life. Especially over the past year where many beautiful things took place in my life. i sure hope i hav the time to do a major makeover for this blog to start anew. i do love this blog. the way i wan it to be. the url especially. One thing that would definitely change would be the way im going to docement my life. no more the heehaha joking clown blogging. but looking into my everyday life with appreciation, gratitude and most importantly how i really feel about all that's happening around me.

two years doesn't seem to be that long. but many changes hav took place over these two years. be it good or bad. sad or joy. from now on, treasure the present and seize the future.

regards

class outing=]

2006-05-22T23:40:00.000+08:00

Haha. Been a long time since i last updated. hmmm my com was crippled for the past one month. cant use the mouse and the speakers. hmmm but i learn how to do everything with the keyboard now hahaha.
lol ok tt's not the pt. hmmm yeap today no sch cos of the polling day thing so we organised our very first 06s03 outing. haha abitt failed cos only ELEVEN ppl turned up. there's yirong, pearlyn, xinyi, liyan, jianming, guorong, alan, alvin, engping, zhaoxuan and me. so first thing all guys and gals met up at city hall then went to marina sq to hav Carl's Jr. lol my first time there. hmm ordered a double western bacon cheeseburger then the guy( his name is skye) ask whether if i would like to upsize. i said yes. then he asked medium or large. when i replied large he gave me a nice stare then............................................... haha ok stare long enuff alr. then he cont'd ok sir. when i got my foodd then i noe why he stare at me cos the burger is bloody big and the large fries is really the LARGE fries u are toking abt. haha dumb rite. in the end the burger was enuff to kill me and liyan saved her lunch by having the whole of my LARGE fries. hehe
yeap ltr on went to suntec to watch da vinci code. a really really nice show i would recommend alll to watch. thou the storyline is a lil complicated but the thrill to the whole story is fantastic. it was a thoroughly enjoyable 2.5 hrs in in the theatre
yeap went hm after movies. on the way back was funn too. EP and ZX did the face poking stunt on everyone then no one dare to turn the head thru out the whole train ride. funniest one still goes to alan. think he champion. haha yeap yeap yeap.
hmmm it was a nice day out but there's sch tml but i still feel like going to sch haha. crapp. hmmm hope will hav another outing sooon but hope dear more fellow s03 dudes will join in next time.haha lol tts all.

=] is a sad smile
=) is a happy smile

save me...

2006-04-05T00:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm today went to airport to send my bro off
he's going to taiwan for one month.
i think he's shiok man. get to travel overseas so often with the army.
Anw, Bon Voyage ahhh

lol today had council interview.
think i totally scewed it up.

hmmm tutorials and lecture notes are piling up at a darn madly rate
more work means less slp means SIAN...

haha hmmm its been raining in the late afternoon so often these days.
makes me feel so tired and sick cos cant hv proper PE and swimming.
if only it rains more at nite....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
BE happy yaa... =)

2006-03-31T00:04:00.000+08:00

haha hmmm today had lots of fun i think. last day of enrichment had muay thai in the morning. hmmm was thought the five basic moves and had lots of laughter throughout. The trainer himself thou he look very garang like tt but he is a joker. Some of us kept doing the wrong things then many turn out to be jokes. One guy(cant rem his name) raise his legs till he split his shorts. Haha then at the end get to use the moves on the trainer. They just stand there to let u hit LOL.

Yeap, went to snow city in the afternoon. We went to watch the liquid nitrogen demonstration first. was rather cool with all the smokes and breaking of all the things tt were freezed. haha and they really smash like those u see in the movies. Later went into the snow chamber which was darn cold. haha played with the slide in there and i donno how did ting yang do it. His boot flew off on the way down and was stuck in the middle of the slope. Then had snowball fights with the rest of the group and took some pics before we leave the chamber.

Then went back to make our own ice cream. The banana ice cream sounds weird but then taste really nice i think.

Lol hmmm had lots of fun today. Made quite a number of new frens this week but next week is back to sch alr and ya still got lots of work haven finish. haha=]

2006-03-30T00:04:00.000+08:00

haha yeap today went to sch for PEt rocket. hmmm was pretty fun. Did it before during NH days. U build the rocket using bottles and shoot them loll. felt quite dumb cos actually hav to bring two bottles but i only have one so i went to buy one 1.5l ice mountain. had a hard time finishing it but then later the instructor say CANNOT USE TT TYPEEE!!!totally sian diao.

yeap yeap then went for chi tea in the afternoon. Felt scammed this time. haha suppose to meet at 1 pm for the bus but they change it to 1240... when i got there i can only see the bus leaving. lol so had to take bus with lyn, joe, xue yuan and ting yang to the CC. hmmm had some nice chats with them. at the CC was all the brewing and smelling of tea. was rather fun though YUM CHA-ing.

yeap yeap yeap. then went to JJ to watch JJ against NJ. was quite an exciting match. though JJ won by a goal. Hmmm nj played well in the second half but cant convert. haha but then its nice to see all the nh ppl there. hmmm many of them had changed their image. was rather cool to see them after like months.

yeap x4. after the match went to mac at JP wif sr cl yz qx ttl and adelene. chat eat and took 3 pics lol. haha its nice to hav dinner with them and update one another. haha oh ya>>> Qx, u look more mature with the new hairstyle lol. hmmm then on the way back met BR. chat at the bus interchange for awhile b4 going our seperate ways.

hmmm i think im in deep shit. still got alott of work haven touch yett. and sch is starting next wk alr. and think tml prog is rather packed lol. oh well.... :]

A new beginning

2006-02-10T01:31:00.000+08:00

hmmm these few days very tired--- i fall aslp the moment i get hm everyday. i think now my life only revolves round the cycle of slp, wake up, go sch, eat and slp again. had my first pool training this week. gave me a second idea of wad swimming is like quite a nice cca actually hmmm but v tiring after every practice. i think im going to grow fatter soon. its like after every practice then we'll go and chiong for food. the other day i had a whopper meal upsized and i felt nth after eating. asked edwin if he still wans to eat the ikea hotdaog fun but he giv up already lol.

hmmm ya then after the meal sat down with the guys to chat abit. i realised tt ppl will hav same feelings when it comes to dealing with relationships. Anw, i think tt nowadays i don smile as much as i used to. maybe its a gd thing cos i think i smiled too much. hmmm but then haven had a hearty smile since a long time back le. think edwin is the only one who can save me for now. he is full of crapp. GEE GEE. hmmm then again i hope tt i'll smile more too thou it does look quite cool not to smile. -_-! haha hmmm anw hope to achieve tt within my one yr of chi zai or maybe if she is there.

YEAP. tml getting results back results already. hmmm quite exciting but then also feel quite despo bout it. think back bout the papers don think i performed well. hoho lets leave things to fate. i tried at least. hmmm anw gd luck to all those who are reading this.

smile...

2006-01-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

this blog is not dead yett. if u happen to be reading this, come back next wk!!!!
ys

>>>>12th

2005-09-17T00:36:00.000+08:00

It has been a darn long time since i last blogged. i thought my acc. is gone already but heng only half was gone. i think no one tagged and the tagboard ran away. lol
hmmm noawadys thou i din blog but i do read other ppl's blog and i realise sth>>> ppl who make their entries till very sad very 'can3' and very very kelian usually appeals to ppl more than entries tt are more 'happy'. anw, i think some ppl like to make their blog look like their graveyard with lots of other bei can scenarios u can think of. even if this person is falling in love wif someone secretly they will still make it vvv sad where i donno why lol.
i realised tt wad someone said was vv true. its hard to keep a blog. styms u really wan to express how u feel inside but u dowan some ppl to see it(even thou u are dying for tt person to see it). so there is always a dilemna of whether or not to include certain pts in the text.
hmmm yaa then for e past month i think i learnt alot. i donno why the sudden act but i hav been observing many couples on e road these days. then again, frm observation i do realise alot of things. come to think of it i realised tt at times i do expect things to be too much of a fairytale and when wad was expected does not happen disappoint sets in and all the bei can things will start. then i also realised how childish some of my past actions were. and to recall them makes me think tt im such an eediot and so dumd and. some actions i think were totally inappropriate.

Now i hav learnt to fang kai alot of things. not tt i don care anymore but maybe just tt i wan to expect little so as to achieve more in e end. u cant always sticktogether, styms really hav to go thru a 'cold' period in order to heat things up again. its also thru such periods tt i think i learn more each time to become a better person. Anw just wan to sae sry for my past actions, i'll try to change....
Still, i think tt trust and assurance is the most crucial thing. i think tt is the foundation to all tt couples are going to face. i think wif the two elements no amt of wind rain or soil erosion can make u all fall. trust me. hmmm girls think tt guys usually don need assurance but i think sometimes if u girls just think how u feel when u lack assurance, tt shud also be about wad we guys are goin thru other than in a smaller scale. but sometimes individuals also shudnt thionk too much laa. things are just not as dramatic as wad u'll thought them to be hahas.
haha vv long entry yaa at least i think i got to express some of my ideas. hmmm prelims is halfway thru le. still another half to chiong.luckks to u if u are reading this=)

Till Next Time....bu de bu ai

>>> 11th entry

2005-08-01T17:39:00.000+08:00

30/7/05'

Hmmm today had our ORD. Felt quite emotional the previous night while preparing U cos was like the last time i'm going to do this. haha used to hate it but this time sort of enjoyed it. was thinking back of the courses tt i went through wif the sqd while putting on the badges. think back it was like only ytd tt i joined NP. so fast lo.
hahas yaa today went to sch in e morning. As usual, our sqd is late again. lol last time le we still cont' our tradition. I think everyone look really cool when they put on their uniform cos there was like so many badges and the rank all big big one lol. Boon Goon nearly died trying to gather all of us then we went to the auditorium for the concert.hmmm was watching the cadets perform then thought of the same thing tt we did when we were cadets then. really cant believe its our turn seating there watching the performance. hmmm i think the nicest part of the concert was when ppl giving their speeches. Felt really touched to hear all the cadets thanking us. It's like seeing all the efforts tt u had put in being paid off and appreciated by others. lol all the officers sae tt our sqd caused them alot of problems and trouble but we are a really fun and special sqd to work wif. I AGREE!!! i think our sqd is darn cool lo. frm the very beginning we had been doing incredible stunts and make the most ridiculous proposals. i think we are the first generation of nco who dare to do such things since the start of NHNP history. hmmm during the nco's speech, there was like so much to sae but so little time to spare. i felt like going through every little things tt e sqd had been through together again. anw i think my speech was long enough.
Then there was the video presentation featuring our sqd. hmmm was thoroughly moved by the video. when u look at it then recall wad we had done together for the past four yrs. Its amazing to rmb the wonderful times u had spent wif a grp of ppl who once used to be strangers for a quarter of ur life:
Rmb the times how we got scolded and punished. Rmb the trainings and parades. Rmb how we survived through sickening camps. Rmb how we used to fight and blame one another. Rmb how we shared the joy of success. Rmb how we sobbed through failures. Rmb how each of us was there to support one another. Rmb how we shared canned foods and stuff. Rmb jow we enjoyed Sean's performances. Rmb how we cursed the same ppl. Rmb how we stood up for one another. Rmb the voices of every individaul though i used to hate some ppl's.
After the video, our sqd went on stage to perform the song, MY LOVE and i think we really sang our hearts out. The voice tt u hear if u were present is really the product of four yrs in NP. hmmm then went to cut cake and had buffet after the concert. The sqd then went to Np room to take photos. Hahas had a great time snapping those pictures with all of them. kh went mad i think. lol he realised tt he did not hav a picture of himself in Np then chiong to get into every picture. All of us then went up to the hall for unit photo-taking session.
Last part was the POP. can tell tt the sqd xin qin very chen zong. i was holding the flag with lots of thoughts backflowing as well. A mixed feeling of happiness and sadness when u noe tt u hav done ur part and its time to leave and hand things to a new batch of ppl.
It all ended. went to took pictures and sae my last few words to my dearest sec2 sqd. hmmm but i guess everyone was reluctant to remove their uniform then. So, e whole grp of us went to eco garden the hut there to take pictures again. It was the last chance everyone had to capture the fond memories that we had for one another. For after this day, we may not hav the chance to meet up as a whole again as some of us are bound to go on our seperate ways to start a brand new journey. hmmm then we suddenly had the urge to sing Np songs and cheers again. Hoho yaa did the bili banja thing. hmmm really, the sight of tt scene where we danced and sang in unison can make one's eyes sore.
Ltr in the evening went to IMM and had KFC together. went up to chat and tok crap awhile before leaving. hmmm think back wad CI had sae bout finding the best companies is really true. you may not believe it until u had gone through it and experience it urself. to think we once wasted those precious time when we had. Anw, it has been a wonderful experience being part of NP and its nice to hav made some really true frens. i think this memory will last me a very very very long way down the rd. hahas hope tt our souls and voices will remain in the hearts of NHNP for the future generations to hear.

'o4 NCO SQUAD
[Yong Chui Bu Xiu.]

Dusty...

2005-07-23T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hahas. hmmm haven beem updating for nearly a month already. but its still ok la my blog is one of those low viewer's rate one so don really matter. stimes u see other ppl's blog they hav really high viewership. Every entry will hav at least 8 or 9 ppl commenting one lol. Anw, its still time to sweep some dust before my bloggets removed=]
hmmm past wk was not v smooth sailing i guess. lots of thoughts and all kept flowing in. was totally not in the right condition. will hav a little morning symptoms like don feel like toking but i think i'll eventually recovered in the afternoon. ppl sae i cant die cos it will result in global warming. i think i agree to the sentence to a certain extent lol. hmmm stimes i just hate myself for being so crazy... totally not serious at all and looking like a clown. i think stimes maybe i tried too hard to be happy and funny in an attempt to bright up someone's day. think there were times where the attempts were complete failures...
the other day was flipping through the pages of the organiser then come to realise tt after national day there will be no more time for fun or relax a bit. cos it will be test and exams all the way till the end of 'O's. having eng oral next mon think i'll better be putting my crapping skill to gd use. I HOPE.=hahas hmmm today had interunit camp fire. think was rather fun and i think gg did better than wad i had expected(no offends=]). the night was a nicee one i think. ms khoo and surin were there PING LAO MING keep adding the wood which they said cost s$300 in total!? hahas think NP our performance was alil cock up but we manage to handle the situation lol. then went to mac's ltr in the night.
yaa think tt's bout it already. oh yaa, i think the song JOURNEY is nice lol. think i'll end the entry wif a smile =]

TILL NEXT TIME...

-happy b'dae Nicholas-

Out of prison Diary

2005-06-26T01:31:00.000+08:00

Haha its been quite some time since i last updated. hmmm wanted to update one but lazy lol. anw, this wk has been quite fun so this entry will be a sequel 'out of prison Diary' lol.
Mon went back to sch for the sort of passsing out parade. was quite shock bout some of the postings for the sec3 and i think some talents hav been wasted on some. yaa anw tt's wad the big heads wan, there's nth much i can do too. lol so ya. then went to Raja Inn wif zl br yz and ep. hmmm ate and chatted. and oh ya, crapped. lol later apparently the five of us went to courts to walk walk and i think we all went mad. we were there thinking of ways to use the electrical appliances. for eg the fan is used to brush the teeth. was rather lame but turned out quite funny. hmmm and we had fun playing with the radio put on display cos the way the disc thing open is rather cool and we just kept pressing.
haha then went to Ubin for camp the past three days. I think this is e slackest camp in the Area 16 history lol. hmmm ya pt was cancelled due to some drizzle and was replaced by 5 min of stretching exercise wth. then was wif the sec2 for activities and all. Campfire was totally done by nan hua whu saved the day once again. wahaha. but it was quite fun.
The orange egg and rice in coconut is nice. Jo was in a high throughout the camp. cos got the 977 FM story and the Shithole as PTI story. haha. hmmm then jl was sick and we couldn't really help her. felt quite helpless. then first night slept in e bunk was sweating madly. haha i shared a single bed wif nic. was damn stuffy and hot. second night stayed up in the open and chatted with a few of us till like 3 plus then i fell aslp wif nic again on the table. haha then nic's ear turned into a pig ear when he woke up cos was stung by the mosquitoes. and his hand nearly turned into pig trotters. luckily i was alright(thx) haha.
break camp already went to seoul garden with all other than jl cos she was still unwell. ate and ate and crapped and crapped. was fun. guesssed i've enjoyed the past three days wif u ppl. oh ya they are: jh jl jo ttl jl qh sebas sunny wy emily.
hmmm then gort hm slept at like 9 pm haha. hmmm then its family day. woke up at 9 am and found myself late. chiong to sch and reach at abt 11, nth much actually cos it rained then the competitions were cancelled. then gathered and yaa end of story.
haha evening went to watch A Lot Like Love. hmmm think its a nice show. was very funny. think u guys should go and catch the show too if u haven.
hoho so tts all so far. still gort one more day b4 sch reopens. think its going to b hiong for this semester. haha anw enjoy while u all can too last yr already. think tts it...

TILL NEXT TIME...

Prison Diary.

2005-06-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

wahaa... lol decided to update...
lol. look at my title for the entry. hmmm apparently i've been staying in my hse since mon. and i've NOT STEP OUT OF IT SINCE THEN!!!.... haha i've been surviving on instant noodles and bread for the past few days... hmmm i wonder wad is the world outside..
ya then hav been doin some work too but at a v slow rate... then stare at my fishes when i'm bored. ya the shit fish is still sucking the goldfish ass...

hmmm ya think tts it. loll my shortest entry. seriously hav nth to tok about. anw i think ppl like to read short entries. and oh i realise alot of ppl think tt my entry part(if u can get here in e first place) is too chim. hahas will change it soon..

TILL NEXT TIME...smile

Cool ar...

2005-06-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

hmmm its been sometime since i update my blog already... tot tt its going to die and rot soon. lol

haha past week hav been going back to sch for lesson. hmmm actually i think its quite nice to hav lessons in e auditorium. Firstly, there is air-con! haha wow. Secondly its quite cool to hav so many ppl studying together though some ppl will make noise up there la. but anw its a form of entertainment to hav them too la. during the lesson u listen when siew is talking. if u understand, u can just do ur own things if not can ask ppl beside u if don understand. Siew was like damn lame during lessons too. its funny at times la. so i guess its another form of entertainment again.lol.

hmmm although i think it will look as if im damn lag if im goin to tok bout it not but yaa, last wk went fer class outing. Was more fun than wad i had expected. went to bike took ssome pics on the beach and all. haha then we hav qx there trying to learn to ride e bike. nearly knock down three trees thou. then INflicted damage on a couple of bikes. ya think tts all. but she learnt to ride in like 20 min so should *claps*lol.
haha hmmm those whu hav read my previous entry shud noe abt the shit fish thing yaa. haha got a new one the other day. but this time, this guy is so damn enthu. the shit fish so crazy bout shit tt it went to suck the goldfish's ass for ShIt tO EaT!? lol. i nearly died of laughter when i saw tt. u can like hear the goldfish shouting "OuCh!!! stop sucking my ASS!"

lol.hmm ytd went to watch madagascar(ZL and bros pls don kill me, i'll watch wif u guys again serious) haha was a gd show but got e feeling of being scammed at e end of the show. Its really funny la but no storyline. haha but realise tt yuzhen look like melman. the penguins were really cool.
lol. think tts all. will try to update regular so as not to flood. haha u all shud notice tt the blog skin has changed!!! lol. hmmm someone nice made it =)

Till next time...

WA

2005-05-30T01:00:00.000+08:00

haha. lol. finally decide to update my blog. hmmm its holidays already. the past wk seriously hav no mood to study at all. totally holiday mood. then LIVERPOOL won the Champions league. first time in 21 yrs they win it. the next day went to sch everyone was like finally wearing liv jersey at the train staion.
PTC last Fri. haha went to sch sit in front of teacher listen to ms ang tok fer 10 min. my mum and i jus kept nodding our head. then ms ang ended the chat with both of us with a stunner*. my mum and i totally got stunned. we got up half standing looking at her then look at each other then suddenly the 3 of us were laughing...-_-!!!.
Last fri i got new members in my family. they are two goldfish and one shit fish[those used for eating all the fish shit]. ya. then sat added two more goldfish. could differentiate them cos two was white two was orange. today my mum suddenly went to buy 5. when they put the fish into the tank. i was stunned. i donno whu is who.... they were all swimming in the tank.wad really stunned me was the shit fish tt i bought on fri was actually the first one to die today[they are known to die last in any living condition]... i donno why... maybe its b cos the fish shit too toxic already or i scare it to death...but i din steal its food[tts fer sure, i don eat fish shit]...
lol. hmmm past two days feel like past very slowly. maybe got things to do. hmmm do hope i can do sth to improve myself in this wk or holiday...anything will do la. just sth. cant just let time fly away lol.

oh ya gd lucks to all taking chi 'O' later. and happy b'dae to EP![stay Hot]

guess tts it. take care to all!
Though out of stock fer the moment, i noe it will be bAck better soon

sian ah

2005-05-21T01:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm...got back exam results le. din do well this time round. failed my a maths like shit. ytd got hm first thing was got hong by parent. wa totally sian diao...so feeling desperate then went to slp at like 8 o'clock. haha donno why maybe had enuff slp le this morning woke up with a very gd mood but e ppl round me wasn't in e same gd mood.tok to some gave me one liners or one sound reply lol. but i was still in a gd mood. hmmm then evening went fer cultural pot. everyone seems to dressed themselves v well today lol. e performance was nice la.but could hav been better if everything was put up together instead of two nights.scam los. lol. then after tt went for supper with all.ate till like 11 then we were on our own. haha the evening happen donno why ended quite sian for me. die le. symtoms of mood swing....-.-

Hmmm these few days got enlightened on sth. i realise tt guys shouldnt luff and joke too much. make them look like a clown then no an quan gan. then when the guy is telling someone sth the other party may think tt he is just joking only. and when its serious ppl wun take ur words fer real. haiz. haha. the other thing is tt humans tend to only look at the bad side of other ppl. donno why nice things they wuin take note or rem but bad things they die die rem for sure. and when toking abt ppl or somebody we usually tok abt his/her bad pts. why ah... hmmm then mus wait until the person is gone already then u will think tt how nice and imp this person is. tt is when regret comes in. lol. so all of u whu hav read this mus go and think of the nice things of ppl u hate or love. we do mai yuan bout things at times but don let these small little bad things cover up wad nice things one has done fer u and hou hui in the end. i nearly made this mistake b4. haha hmmm still got lots of mixed feelings la. maybe after exams nth to do, keep thinking of these things lol.
haha think tts all. take care to all!!!
iamAeediot

wadaSAT

2005-05-15T01:33:00.000+08:00

haha...hmmm exam can be counted as over already. after ytd finish the two paper then totally in holiday mood like not giving the mcq paper on Mon and Tue a damn like tt haha. last night fell asleep while playing e guitar(donno how i did tt -.-). lol then this morning woke up at like 8 am. straight after exam like very weird like tt. for e past wk like piah until like siao like tt then now u wake up in the morning not knowing wad to do and like there's nth for u to do. then watch kid's central for the whole morning.
afternoon went out with ep sr br & yz(where's zl)haha. after much discussion we finally decided to go PS walk walk. most importantly had our lunch first then went to walk around and shop around. talk quite alot of crap as usual on e way there but ya certainly had fun.
Evening went out to watch House of Wax. hmmm ic had to be check two times b4 i got to enter the theatre. donno why, i was taller than the ushers should be older than them but they still wan to check. hmmm at first tot tt the movie is the scary those type. but turn out to be not scary at all but darn darn disgusting. really turn ppl off. got cut finger then put super glue on lips then the parang stuck through the head still got tear the skin which was stick onto the wax cut e ankle bone pierce the skin(they really show u the process).....and many more!!! haha was totally gross la no wonder its NC 16 but i survive through the two hrs la/ overall the show was alright la the storyline was not anything special. haha then someone(one of the four mentioned above) sae mus catch e movie cause got paris hilton strip till red underwear but in the end nth much la only ttshe was the one who got the parang stuck in the head. lol
then went to dinner after tt. heng got someone sitting in front of me to distract me frm all the gross things. haha then eat again this time is galactic meal lol. haha had a great time watching movie, eating, chatting and all. lala.lol rained at night but was with the right person at the right time so was alright la lol.

hmmmm guess tts it. take care to all!(esp.U) =]

2005-05-08T02:06:00.000+08:00

hot ah...mid-yr is here already. just ended one wk of sci prac. already traumatised + half dead le. hmmm still gort one more week to go. means got to burn more brain juice.
For now, its books, slp, eat and exam paper.
Damn it.
Monday still gort Np day. totaly crap still hav to bring and wear full u. its hell. hope it rains on e day then can try to pon everything. and ya for the promo test result. its crap too. can call those XX ppl go and jump off building already. the result is shit los. those whu shud pass din pass. so to those who pass congrats. to those whu din make it. pls don giv it a damn. ITS CRAP. don be too sad.
Damn it.
the weather nowadays oso quite funny. like got mood swing like tt. the other day after rain still got thick fog. ah... rather out of point. hmmm gort the liulangjietou de liulanghan feeling for the past two days lol. sth is like missing man.
tt's all i think. gd luck to all fer mid yr and stay alive.
may the force be with u and apples be wif U.

sleep well =]

HOt ah

2005-04-24T22:23:00.000+08:00

Saturday
hmmm... today went back to sch to hav promotion test. got the crap feeling on fri night already. hav to do a powerpt presentatio lol started at like 12 midnight then only finish it at 230. next morning woke up first word tt came into my mind was "CRAP". then got out of bed had breakfast step out of house door with the crappy feeling. then on the way to sch donno why kept humming the song "MO RI ZHI LIAN". felt crap. then got sch the test start. DOn think i did well for WOC kept shouting the wrong thing. then i like cant feel myself like tt dono wad im doing. MOI which is the presentation part is TOTALLY CRAP. lol. i just crap through my presentation. suppose to be 8 min each. i think i 10 min already still at intro. in the end i only at like 1/3 of it. tt guy tell me to stop i still cont'd then he sae "u wan to fail issit". i suddenly hum diao then stopped. SHould be all.

Sunday
hmmm... today maybe one of the hardest day i had this yr. woke up at like 5 am in the morning not knowing tt sth big and terrible had happen. in the aft realise sth big and terrible had happen then the feeling is like so i donno how to sae. hav like lots of things inside my body and all i wan to do is to shout them out "I AM A EEDIOTIC PIG!!!" and then let the wind blow them away but i think i f i do this ppl will think tt im crazy. so had everything in my body and its so terrible..... styms i think we humans tend to let big and bad things happen already then we go and regret like donno fer wad. but i think this is how we learn to love and treasure the things or ppl we hav arnd us even more. it is also thru such events tt make us realise how important sth is to us. hmmm in any case. its really sad to noe or feel tt someone or something is not there when u need it the most. i no how the hell it feels...ANYWAY, realise and learn alot of things today. like not to slp so early...ya.
ok... till next time, treasure the things u hav arnd u

OH last thing, thx jieying fer helping me with the blog. but i got this in the end...(someone very very very nice made it) ya thx to U for making all this^_^.

Wotaoyanwoziji>>>

2005-04-23T23:17:00.000+08:00

testing testing (:

jieying in da house ! -.-

chuayewseng if you happen to be reading your own blog and is absolutely horrified to see the whole look of your blog changed and really want the original template back please tell me i still have the original copy. i just got carried away and re-did the whole template. the stuffs are still there, just that the fonts look abit different. and the chatterbox is gone. ( replaced with a comments link ) whoaa. enjoy!

Haha!!!

2005-04-18T18:27:00.000+08:00

Hahaha...
hmmm ytd had a wonderful and fantastic time(my b'day)lol.
haha everything started at midnight when i cut e cake wif my family plus my bro's girlfren. first time celebrate like tt quite nice. ya thx to my mum who woke me up while im in the middle of lala land. she was there"Boy ah! QI lai! Qie dan gao le!"lol. hmmm finish cutting and eating cake already went online chit chat for a while then ZZzzZZzz...
haha then in the day went to queensway to change the pair of shoe u guys(>bottom)bought me.lol.in the afternoon went to the movies hmmm was pretty nice. very funny and entertaining some parts was like so darn lame tt u will go -_- lol. haha really really ENJOYED myself vv much in the movies on the way there and back(everything la)lol. cake was nice.
At night had dinner wif my family then went hm.cant believe i fell asleep at 10 ytd.wasted 2 hrs lol.tts y im doing all this now haha.

well, i guess tts all. hmm pretty long for the first update lol

Anw thx to all who wished me well and the gifts!!!

Million thx to:
#wanyi,joanna,nicole
>zhengliang,yuzhen,shaorong,engping,bingrong
>xiaoting,yingjing,pearl
>cheesing,jieying
>QI HUI^_^(apple&waffle)